The Greatest ChallengeThe greatest challenge for me is to think that I am worthy of anything good. I am a survivor of rape and domestic violence. I was drugged and raped when I was eighteen and when I was nineteen, I got into a very abusive and horrible relationship. I want to get my story out there.
Domestic violence is more than just physical abuse. I am still recovering from the mental and emotional scars that my ex left with me. That is over five years of pain that I am still carrying with me. There are times, like tonight, that I think I am not worth anything. That life isn't for me and that I want to give up. I have to remember that two wonderful ladies care about me so much that they took me back into their home, have helped me overcome my addiction to alcohol and have made me the woman I am today.
I speak of my mother and twin sister. Most know her on deviantart actually. These two ladies have helped me through five years of pain and picking up the pieces of my former self. I have made those broken